Candlelit baking baby! choc chip banana bread in the oven - a couple of my very dearest friends are making the three hour drive up tonight and visiting me until I work at 2 tomorrow - Hannah Cohen playing (what a lovely voice!) gonna watch something or clean a little and I am just very blessed and grateful and raaaather excited!
Love love love.
Oh my god. First spring feeling day. Such warm sun and I got to sit in it on my break and then walk home while the sun was still strong and slowly setting and then I had enough energy to cook for myself and now I’m having this candlelit amazing dinner listening to Foy Vance (Melrose EP- give it a listen oh my) and just, I’ve needed needed the warm weather beyond anything. My entire spirit is lifted today. Sipping a light beer and going to make chocolate chip banana bread and just….so fucking grateful. Mwah.
Needing to remind myself of self love, self care, how safe and loved I am, and the empowered and beautiful person I can be.
Had a bit of a traumatic night Saturday where I accidentally, after not eating all day, drank way too much and had a sick and sad night. Thankfully I have incredible friends who brought me home and took care of me and called jake but not having much recollection of the night is a super freaky thing.
The past couple days have been weird and slow and uncomfortable but I’m so grateful that they were my off days from work and I could really feel and accept myself a bit more, being with my best friend and continuing to heal up.
All I want is spring! To be outside an warm and reconnected! Soon soon.