Glass Animals, Fyfe, Broods…bands no one’s heard of but are wicked good and on shuffle here at my country home, all alone, day off after wicked long work weeks, puppy watching, soundbar bass blasting I can feel it in my body…feeling more adult-ish than ever: wholesome, excited for things in my life.
Things I really want… a therapist, exciting connecting friends/community in my area, a dance class…
IM SO ANGRY TONIGHT AND NEED TO SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD BECAUSE IVE BEEN ANGRY ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR THING BEFORE AND I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I WAS EITHER FORCED OR CONVINCED INTO JUST MOVING PAST IT BECAUSE ALL WOULD WORK OUT AND IT VERY MUCH DOES IN WAYS BUT OBVIOUSLY IF IT CONTINUES TO COME I NEED TO SERIOUSLY LOOK AT IT
JUST FEELING SO STEPPED ON, DISRESPECTED, IGNORED, TREATED LIKE HALF A PERSON, AND VERY FARAWAY FROM MYSELF AND MY ABILITY TO BE FULLY ME BY A PERSON AND ITS NOT FUCKING COOL.
thank you tumblr.